Quote for this last day in 2009~

~They say, if you love someone, you must fight for them. Because time flies fast, and this might be your only chance. But what if you've fought as hard as you could, and that one person still doesn't see you? Then stop. YOU are important, YOU must be happy. Some people are idiots, they can't see the love that's in front of their eyes.~

Quote from The Blog From Casseybunn

My want for XMAS!

My letter to God,

DEAR GOD,

I don`t want any santas, I don`t want any angels, I don`t want any presents, I don`t want anything..in this my 22th Xmas..

One thing that I only want..

I want that devil for my Xmas..can I?


:)

-Q-

:(..

Ahh..need to have quality chatting time with some one..I`m so bored with my life in my office..kenapa obrolan mereka tidak ada yg seperti u..kenapa semua obrolannya isinya pepesan kosong semua..

I really really want to talk to u..chatting with u..but if u didn`t call me first..I won`t calling u either..Its hurttt..I really really want to talk to u through YM..but i`m afraid..i`m afraid u will ignoring me....:((

Sending TELEPATI....sampai kahh? CIIIIAAATTTT!!!!!

~error mode on~

-Q-

.................

miss u..........

so much things happens inside my heart and all I just can write is

miss u.....

need to talk to u.....

miss that time....




-Q-

Letter To My BFF`s Rival!

Finally..gw membaca dengan seksama my BFF`s rival multiply..such a broken hearten girl which turn her into a nuts!..*Sayah tidak sama dengan anda cici HM*...no offense...

Dear cici HM,

Please please..don`t make my BFF`s love life suffer. You and me have the same ironic tragical love story. But we must face the reality and try to move on you know.. Don`t disturb my BFF`s boyfren lah..Don`t disturb him with ur feeling, your expectations, your thoughst, and everything...Its enough for us, both u en me..if the guy that we love already know bout the feeling that we have towards them..But, its their choices to pick the one that they love, no matter what stereotypes that pattern inside their heart, we must support them to have a happy life with the girl that them loved.

Its hard though..demo na, if u really fall in love with that guy, try to support all of their decisions lah...all the girls in the world will worried if their boy still chatting and mailing with someone that used to be fell in love with him...

Don`t you know, maybe u think that u protect the man that you love, by saying "don`t you dare to leave him alone, bla bla bla" to my BFF...But actually I think it just make your love one`s love life suffer.. You ruin that man happiness by making the girl always feeling insecure and always feels suspicious towards him..

This is what you called love ha? Think again sist..what`s the real meaning of true love for u...Are you really2 fall in love with him..or you just obsessed with him?..

Believe me..I have the same problem with u..Lets face the reality and find the other man that suitable for us..To loved and to be loved... in return...

*lets have a life, your life and our life..*

-Q-

Start Blogging Again..Another November has come and ended..

It just so ironic that my love life is exactly the same with my BFF`s rival love life. But the difference is just the way both of us approach to that love life`s problem..hehehe..

Rasa rasanya udah ga bisa describe lagi feeling apa yg gw rasakan. My heart is already dead.

Feels like want to love somebody else..But how, anybody please tell me?


Just review my blog, and I just realize that another 1 year has just passed..

Segala tekad itu, segala ucapan itu buat lupain tu org lah..move on lah...DAMNED, another november has come and ended......dan liat situasi gw sekaranggg? Masih tetap ga berubah..

Sebenernya udah ga deg2 an lagi..sebenenrya udah ga berharap lagi..tapi kenapa masih terus kepikiran..masih terus belum bisa liat org lain......


RASANYA MAU NANGIS,..bagaimana carana buka hati buat org lain..

Gw ga mau satu tahun ini terlalui lagii..dengan hal yang sama.....Gemana caranya....I`m totally dead..

Waktu terus berjalan..waktu terus terbuang..tapi solusi solusi tak pernah dtg..


Please..someone..help..desperately need help..:(

-Q-